1ºi insist to have my corpse thrown to the nearest river unceremoniously for the joy happiness wellbeing health wealth of the fish. the most beautiful splendorous nutrition for the eyes body is going to end up in water earth fire air anywhere anytime anyhow everything nothing gradual stepped perfect imperfect superior inferior eternal mortal finite infinite alive inert same different male female predictable unpredictable universe number idea mind body animal plant mineral conscious unconscious magic created with without creator with without beginning end in time past present future from the will to live love care matter. hell and heaven is ourselves for eternity til endless death. God can not be deceived. there are no secrets. truth is life and lie is death. all live the same different life psychology.